New Year, New Me, New Goal.... I'm ready.

Happy New Year, everyone!!!!!
I hope it's not too late to say happy bew year since i've been busy with lots of stuff for my project plan this year.

So many things happened for the past few years. And 2016 was the hardest so far. But today, here I am, standing tall with eyes wide open. And i see beautiful landscape with beautiful flower. They're waiting me there. And I just can't tell how excited for me to walk this path and bloom like all those flowers.  World, i'll rise up and cheers.

You might be confused about what's on my mind. Because my previous posting has showed how depressed i was with my life. Shortly, I got a book from my dad as a christmas gift. A book written by Michelle Phan. My fave beauty vlogger that inspired me for so long and made me think. I wish a was her. If only i could turn back time....
But after reading that book, it feelt like my mindset was turned over and I realize that it wasn't too late to follow my passion and reach my dream. I'm never too old to dream.

So this year i decided to set my goal which has only been an imagination few years ago. I wanna help people with my passion and i will give all i have to make them satisfied with my project.

BEAUTYLICIOUS. Yes it's the name of my project. You might have heard it for so long. That's true. I've been running this project for almost 9 years. I walked through up and down but never get bored of it. This is my passion. The world of skin care is always something that catch my attraction. But i never really work my all to make this project work. I just do like what other people do. And i got left behind.

Today I realize that i can't just follow what ordinary people do. I have to make a difference to make it arise. I need to do something that when people heard of it, they will stop and think and try. So here i am. With my new project. Stay tuned if you wanna know the detail of it.

Now i need to have my coffee and drive for ballet practise. One words from me. You are never too late to act. So it's now or never. Because time's never coming back. Good luck everyone, and cu on my next post.

Where life is gonna take me....

Today I have no mood in reviewing any product.  I just need a place to express my emotion. I feel so lost. Standing in the middle of nowhere, without direction. With a heart full of doubt, feeling empty and butterfly above my head.

Have you ever felt that feeling? The feeling where you have so much to say, but no matter how hard you try, no one will ever understand. Have you ever felt that your privacy is totally gone. Everyone seems to know all that happened in your life, your relationship. And they place themselves such a warrior. They think your life is going into a wrong direction. And think you're too blind to realize. That's exactly the feeling i have right now.

34 years i've lived in this world. With dreams, passion, goal, ambition. And they all destroyed into pieces. And no matter how hard you try to explain, everyone is gonna blaming me. My family, my friends, my boyfriend, and everyone who pretend like knowing so much about me.

God.... are you there? Tell me how long i have to survive this situation? 3 months? Are there gonna be another years of darkness ahead? You always asked me to just follow the process and trust You. But now I can't hold it anymore. I feel like i have no meaning at all. And everyone surround me is staring with pity expression. It breaks my heart 😭😭😭

I have a dream to lift my family up, to make them smile, to be proud of their daughter for the achievement. But what now? I'm just nothing, no dream, no passion, no ability, no money, nothing... really nothing. Even love seems so blur in this situation. I feel cold inside. Smiling outside but crying inside. Warm outside but so cold inside.

God.... where are You? How many more tears i have to pour out from my eyes? How much more pain i need to handle? And how long....? I can't stand it. I'm counting down in 3 months. And if nothing happened during those period, i'm done.

I'm tired to fake all my feeling. I'm tired to be a pretender. Deep inside i feel like a trash. I wish i could be like what people say. Leave them all, just go where your heart take you and follow it. That easy, huh? Did they know that i'm trying so hard to ignore. But this is me. I was born this way. And i have different feeling. I care so much for everyone. Even sometimes the one you love never understand that you did it because you care. But this is myself. I was born this way. 😢😢😢

God, i'm really tired..i can do stupid thing if i want to. But i know they all still need me. My family need me. I don't want to make people sad even if i have to hurt myself. God... i can't handle this feeling anymore. Please do something.....
I'm waiting.....
Tired of waiting....
But here i am...
Still waiting
With tears in my eyes
With emptiness in my heart
With fear in my mind
Please show me....
What my life is meant to be.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

COSRX BHA Blackhead Power Liquid

Hello everyone...,
It's been more than 4 years since my last post. I've been busy with other activities and work that made me forgot my domain for my blog. Silly no. 😵😵😵
Without further say, today i'd like to review about a new beauty product recommended by wishtrend tv korea. COSRX BHA BLACKHEAD POWER LIQUID.
Here it is :

As you can see from the name, i'm pretty sure that you guys already know that this is a blackhead removal product. That's correct. But i'm gonna share with you what made this product so special.

Cosrx is the korean brand developped by dermatologist, they focusing on the skin problem using minimum ingredients and reducing the additional ingredient that's mainly used in other cosmetics brand.

Before i use this one, i was using paula choice 2% BHA liquid which has been a worldwide best selling product in USA. It's been becoming my holly grail product eversince. And after knowing that cosrx create the same formula, i decided to have a try.

I don't want to waste so much time, straight to the point, this product is very very effective in repairing all of my skin problem. I always have problems with redness, discoloration, break out, acne, and dull skin. This product has the power to solve them all. Not only my blackhead has gone but also i can feel my skin became smoother, my pores has been reduced, the redness are gone, i became breakout free and i feel my skin is glowing.

I'm not sponsored to talk about this product so those are all based on my personal experience. I use it every night with a cottonpad. Wait till 10 minutes before applying my essence and mosturizer. And the morning when i woke up, i feel that i have a brand new skin glowing and brighter.
I suggest everyone to try this product because it's formulated for any skin type even the most sensitive one can use this product.

Here i put some picture about this product and please give me your opinion after trying this. Thank you for reading, and good night... 😘

Legere White Multi BB Cream

Hi guys....,

Today i'd like to review about my 2nd beauty product. It's a daily cream that I use everyday. It called Legere White Multi BB Cream. BB Cream is very popular in Korea and Japan. BB comes from Blemish Balm. It's the multi function cream, 10 in one. It can covers ur entire from redness, acne scars, pimple, dark spot and wrinkle. It also has a good oil control, spf and mosturizer blend together in one cream so u don't need to use so many cream. And what I like is that Legere can be used by any skin tone and any skin type, even the sensitive one can use it without any doubt.

Here's the picture of the product

If u see the color of the cream, it look a little dark, but no need to worry about the color coz I already tried it to my skin which is fair n light. It didn't make my skin look darker but it blend together with my skin color, give a lighter effect and the appearance is so so natural. It's like ur real skin. It made ur skin look plump, glowing, bright and free from spot or redness.  I can say it has so great coverage for ur skin and stay all day.

Here's some picture of legere bb cream in korean beauty magazine. It's very popular in asia and it also one of Hebe S.H.E. most favourite product :)

I usually use this cream after my daily mosturizer and i gave a little finish touch with loose powder. Amazingly my skin look so natural clean, healthy, just like a korean star. Hahahaha..... I definitely fall in love with this product and I never doubt to recommend this product to my friend, customer or family. The price is not too expensive but the benefits are marvelous. It's difficult to find this product actually but if u're interested, u can contact me through my email puppy_luv82@yahoo.com. I'll help to get one for u if u wanna try this 5 stars beauty product. Now it's not hard to get a korean celebrity look with Legere White Multi BB Cream.

Here I put before and after picture using Legere White Multi BB Cream. It's real and not editted.

That's all about Legere White Multi BB Cream. I hope this information can help u guys to find the right product that suitable for ur skin. Thanks for reading my post. Have a nice day.....

Meiji Amino Collagen

Morning everyone...,

Today I'm going to review about my very first beauty skin care product, MEIJI AMINO COLLAGEN. The first time I knew about this product was from my friendster's friend. She brought this product from Japan and she reviewed how good this product for our skin. Actually it didn't really impress me until I read that this product is recommended by Oprah Winfrey as the Japanese Beauty Secret. Wow!!!!

Here is the picture of  Meiji Amino Collagen

The packaging is like an instant milk powder can. Yes, it's like milk powder but it come without taste. We just need to put one spoon to our favourite beverage such as milk, coffee, yoghurt, tea or juice. It can also be mixed with any food like ommelete, soup or others. Depend on our favourite.

I started to try it with tea. It doesn't change the taste of my tea actually, but if u mixed it with plain water, it has a light smell of fishy. So i suggest to drink it with other beverage. I didn't really concern about my skin at first coz i was so busy with my work. But after about 1 week, i just noticed after i woke up in the morning. Ow, I forgot to tell u that the best time u drink this is at night before u sleep. So in the morning, i felt my skin become smoother. I felt that when i washed my face to clean my night cream. It's amazing!!!!
And when i tried to put some daily routine cream into my face, it became so easily blend into my skin, it's different than last week. I started to fall in love with this product. It works. Yeah it works from withing and i felt my skin become glowing and brighter.

After about 3 weeks, there come another miracle. I noticed that my body skin become more brighther and very very smooth. Also my face, i always have a problem with redness especially when i come out. My face skin was so easily become red because of the sun. It really bad and destroyed ur look. But since i consume this product, i never have a problem with redness again. I was so happy. And i trust this product so much. I decided to keep consuming this product as the result is amazing.

Here i upload some picture about this best beauty product

So, that's all my review about this beauty product, the first product i tried and made me fall in love until today :) I hope it's usefull for ur information

Have a nice day.... :)

Welcome to my Blog!

Hi everyone....
It's my first time blogging. Actually I've been thinking of having my personal blog since last year, but i just getting started because there's so many thing to do. I just hope everyone who's reading could enjoy and getting closer to know me better :)
Thank u....